Bellebelle came my house today then slack around.. She bullied me then went down t anchor point t eat for 1hr plus. Ate chicken chop w/ pasta and ice milo.. Okays, we are drinking milo everyday.. hahax.. Came home.. Slack in the room and she tortured my pooh bear. I put the hair extensions and it stick to my rubber band>.< maybe it is because i use the telephone coils type one.. Cut away so can do faster, I don't want to sit there and keep doing it. So stupid. Okays, then her mom called, ask her to go home because my house here is really quiet at night.. She took the bus, and she's alone in the bus.. Can act emo, but then 2 indian ladies came up and she told me that they talk damn loud.. Intruding her being emo>.< hahax. It is funny lorhs.. Okays.. I dun think I did much today. Going out with my granny, me and my mom tml :D Bellebelle's boyf keep saying I am an ass>.< Killing him if I going out with him again..
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Parents being suckish again.. Say want to use the comp, ask me on the game.. They had been using th comp from 1plus to like 5plus then they went out.. And I also went out, so how am I like going t use the comp? When they get back home, they use the comp again, like from 7plus to 10plus.. Got it back when mom goes bathe.. And I like from 10plus play until1plus, and they wanted it back saying wad I had been using prettyeee long.. I duwan to gib and started nagging and all the stupid thing came.. Idk what they wan from me.. I had on the game and she dunwan to come and use.. GodDamnIt. Idk wad's on their mind, do they get joy from scolding me or refusing to let me do what I want.. Buddy, I am a human being.., not a robot.. Idw to call my brother on YOUR behalf, also must scold me.. WTF.. Still say wad, I am rebellious.. If I'm really rebellious, I would run away from home long long time ago.., would I still stay at home and let you scold me? Seriously, use your brains, dun ever take me for granted.. If you do, then sooner or later you will regret what you did to me before. And also, hire a maid or robot. since you are always wanting me to do chores for you. I am not a 3 years old girl anymore, I had grown up. I am already like 14 going to 15 next year. If you still want to control me like I am 3 years old, then I think you would not had a chance to do it anymore. I had changed, changed to a more mature person and also I am a teenagers, not any child running around in the playground, shouting for daddy and mommy when I fall down. Just grow up for heaven's sake, I am who I am right now. I dun think you thinking how you are in my heart because to me, you are a failure. Since this is how you wanted to treat me, so there's no hope trying to win a place in my heart in a future. I seriously dun know what you guys want from me.., so for heaven's sake, say out. I think you guys had been really pushing it too far, you are being biased and everyone that is close to me can see that you guys are really too much. I think you're the only person that doesn't know it. Do you know that one can be push up the wall? If I am not alive, or just a robot, you definitely can control me, but right now, I am very sure I am not.. I really like, hope you guys would super repent and think back what you had done to me.., from a super innocent baby to now. Everyone is equal when they are just born. Had you parents ever think before, that you guys are the one who make us. Be it, when we are a baby, when we had grown up, you guys are the person that influence us the most, not our friends. So like, please stop pushing all the blames to our friends when we turn to do something bad. We are who you make us to be. Rebellious or heeding your advice, is you guys make us who we are, not we wanted to be this way. While, everyone get to choose, but once again, you guys would always overtake your rights and choose for us. Do you know we don't like it this way? Okays.., I think I had make a lot of stupid comments, so can like really ignore it and forget about what I had said. I know like, I am being super serious here lorhs, because feelings flow out w/o any control.
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