Ello(: My brother said that he's coming down to my school tomorrow. Wtf. He's a bit insane. Okays, he says got anyone bullied me in school. Lawls, I don't havve anyone that actually bully me in school, more like people guailan me a lot. Seriously, I don't know why... Quite a number of people guailan me nowadays, or does the fault really lies with me? I don't understand why. If it is my fault, I would definitely try my best to change and be a much better person. But if the fault doesn't lies with me in the first place, even if I had changed, the whole thing would not be salvage much. But I would still change, I would not want to keep finding excuses for myself. It sounds like a really bad person to do so, because in this way, I am just running away from the reality, not solving the problem itself. Do everybody really knows their own fault? While, I would still be changing for better, and not think that I had changed, and everything would just stop there. I don't want to make things worse for everyone, so I don't want to be with them too much, and make trouble for them. Because if I want to make trouble for them, trust me I can do so. But I don't want to treat them this way, since they are my schoolmates. I don't wanna hurt everyone around me. I am who I make myself this way, don't try to change me neither don't try to change the views of other people of me. If you don't like the way I am, tell me straight in my face. I would definitely change if it make sense. So kindly, everyone stop badmouthing me or spreading rumours. Especially those people, I didn't indicate who they are, so just make sure you guys know who I am talking about, since you guys are the only one that will offend me every single day.Okays, I am very petty. Trust me, I am. Well, actually I would not get angry because of the way you bad-mouthed me. Normally, is the way you had dump me aside for your own friends that you prefer more. Do you know, this type of feelings hurt a lot?! If your friends do this to you in th future, how would you feel about it? I bet you would feel bad too, because no one wants to have this feelings of being abandoned.