Hello guys, I'll do the continued version here(:
Okays, so yesterday, I think I cried from the moment I left my hamsters. I did cry very pitifully, until my eyes are swollen now. I want them to be back to me, I really miss them. Why I can't rear a hamster? I really love hamsters! Btw, I started to regret to be born in this family, but it is destinied. My dad described, my hamsters to be rubbish! Then he is a rubbish himself to, in fact, he also describes my friends at rubbish before. Does everything is rubbish in his mind? I don't know, in fact. I vented all my anger on ... keyboard smash game! Hahax, even though it is really stupid but at least I vented my anger. I cried till I sleep, ohmygod.. Such an embarrassing thing. I didn't cry so badly when I break up, when I got beaten by my dad, when I am being scolded by my parents and even got accused. I think my love to my hamsters cannot be compared to my families after all. I treated my hamsters like my children, when I just got them back, I am very happy! I played with them, bought them treat, sayang them.. But now, all are now a memories, I am such a bad owner! I got the sense of responsibilities, alright?! It is my parents who don't have it. Ohmygod, I think I won't continue anymore..., because my tears are dropping down again.. So that's all>.< It'll be a scar in my heart forever..., till I die.