FUCK LA! KANNI NA BU CHAO CHEE BYE! I JUST WANT T DRINK ONE COLD ICY WATER, THEN FIND NO COLD WATER IN THE FRIDGE SO I WENT T GET THE ICE, THEN I GOT NO PLAIN WATER IN THE JUGS. 3 JUGS W NO PLAIN WATER, THEN MY BROTHER AND COUSIN KEEP ADDING FEUL T FIRE. I ALREADY VERY FUCKED UP W THE WATER THING ALREADY. THEN STILL KEEP SAYING NO WATER, GET TAP WATER, TOLIET BOWL WATER THEN URINE. FUCK RIGHT?! I ALREADY VERY DULAN LE, STILL IRRITATE ME SOMEMORE. SO I FOUND SOME WATER IN THE KETTLE, BUT I ALREADY VERY FUCKED UP W THEM THAT I DON'T T PLAY MAHJONG W THEM. SO MY FATHER WAS KP-ING ME BEHIND. THIS MAKE ME MORE FUCKED UP, I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY MUST BE SO FUCKED UP. SO HE KEPT SCOLDING ME NON-STOP, DRINK ONE WATER ALSO GOT WRONG, ALSO MUST GET SCOLDED, JUST SIMPLY FEEL LIKE DROPPING DEAD. SO I USED MY FINGERNAILS AND SCRATCHED AGAINST MY THIGH, I REALLY DK WAD T DO. I JUST WANT T DROPPED DEAD RIGHT NOW, LIFE ARE SIMPLY, MEANINGLESS T ME. IF IT'S MEAN JUST GETTING SCOLDED EACH DAY, I WOULD RATHER, STAY IN THE COFFIN HANDCUFFED.