We went to Bugis Street because I have to get a shorts t change as I am wearing my cousin's shorts since I am staying over at my granny's house. I didn't have any shorts that I could wear out so have to borrow from my couisn XP. I went for tuition before meeting Dwarf at Pioneer and took mrt to Tiong Bahru for foooooood XD We ate so much, just like a pork. -laughs- After that, we head down to Bugis Street! We went to shop around but didn't shop for long because we are kinda time-tight because we didn't really estimate the time properly or maybe we didn't planned the time thoroughly. Okay can, so we went to KINOKUNIYA and shopped for tarot cards for her friend. We didn't bought in the end because it is $50.50 for one freaking tarot cards?! Seriously..., it is like so expensive for god's sake. -faints- We went to take neoprint, the picture is not bad, but my hair wasn't in place. After that, we took mrt to Somerset since I have to meet a seller at there. She's damn cuteeeeee, ohmygod! OHYA, the trip inside the mrt. LET'S ZOOM IN: She's dancing and singing, attracting attention... She's damn cute! Okay, zoom out. Afer that, we went to Forever21 and walked around for a while before leaving for Scape and Cineleisure to get Sticky's and see flea. Awesome flea, but the weather is so hot! I can't stand the weather. We were looking around and there is this pretty-not-nice rings and all are plains type. It put "HOT SELLER". I stared at Dwarf and said, "The seller and the weather are indeed very hot!" -LOLOLOL!- Dwarf bought mask, she would look so nice XD. I asked her to buy Hello Kitty's mask but she refused. T_T After that, we went to Plaza Sing for DAISO! Woohoo, paradise! -laughs- ILOVEDAISO! We played around in Daiso, sitting on the baby seat area, -butt pain- After that, she can't see anything when I sat down because she's far too short. -evil laughter- After that, we went to eat Japanese cuisine for dinner. It is nice, I get to eat SOBA. ILOVESOBA. It is so awesome, because I didn't eat for quite long.
I was damn cui as my hair keeps going out of place. -urgh-
As my post title suggest, I wonder if it is 'your' problem or mine? I'm really puzzled because I doesn't know. I was wondering that if you think that why did you always make me settle everything even when I don't want to. I already make my stand properly, but yet you are always pushing it back to me. I don't like it at all... I really doesn't understand about this, I can't no longer feels anything towards from you. It is like whatever you had said are like..., you said something without feelings, and somehow it doesn't feels right. You just said it without thinking and you begins to say even more, it makes me doubt, "Does you even meant what you'd said?" I'm not sure what you're thinking but somehow you doesn't make me trust you at all which is a big mistake because I can't live without trust. The words are no longer special if you said it without thinking. The special meaning is no longer there, no longer significant to me anymore. I am too used to it already, numb to it. The hurt you had given me even when you'd promised to change, everything that you had promised but never did so. I'm not sure if it is because I am too demanding. But I know deep down in my heart that what I want now, is not just all these. I was more lenient to you because I can understand that you might not fully understand me, not able to take my temper. But I really wants you t know, what I said, I always meant it till the day I doubt my own words. I never doubt the words of mine as an order for another person because it proves that I cared about you else I wouldn't even bother asking you t do anything for me. But all you do is empty promises which I rather you didn't promised me at all. I am confused about myself because of you. You always makes me angry, but I was angry with you because I cared about you... But you doesn't changed at all, I don't need apologies. What I really need is changes, I don't want to have any regrets. I never knew that things would turn out this way... But the things you had did, it is really unacceptable for me. Okay? I needs time to sort everything out. -time to cool-
Bye people.
P.S/: I'm feeling awkward and weird and confused. I doesn't know what to do. D:
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