I can sacrifice everything, just to have you

Hello everyone.

I think for those who are actually read my blog would know that I am attached but now we are at the brink.

Im attached to my current boyf on 24/02/2013.

We are arguing for a reason that we had already lost a cause for arguing. I just want him to know through this post.

Baby, i dont want to force you to make a decision between us but do you really think that what we are doing now is the best for both of us? It might lead to a silent break but i dont want t give up on this relationship. My relationships in the past, i had never been serious after my last true relationship in 2009? It had been so long. I am afraid t be in love, afraid t be in a relationship with someone i love so badly, i want so badly. I am afraid t be hurt, i am afraid t be left alone again, crying t myself every night and swearing not to go into a real relationship again. You gave me hope in our relationship, but why are you leaving me only now? I wanted t cry, and till now, i am crying every night. I see your face, i see myself smiling. However, your back view gave me a sense of coldness youre treating me right now, and you make me cried. I love t see how happy you are because if you are happy, i am.

You are the one who i truly wants t be with, you made me feel secure w you around. I am positive that you can protect me, and you had always treated me very good. I was in a dilemma, being in this relationship, did i make the wrong decision? Am i not supposed t accept your love? What you said about me is right, i am indeed demanding. I only want you  t be w me and only me.

Youre the only one i want t say i love you to every single day.

For the last time (maybe), baby, i love you till the day i can finally let you down.