I'm damn angry with you. I think you would know I'm talking about you for sure.
Let's start from very very long ago, around last year.
That time I just knew you, okay. Every time, I asked you to lend me mone,y I return you the next day, can? You always said Okay can. Asked you to transfer on my behalf, return the next day as well. You okay can me, then in the end? Tell me only when I asked you, and tell me, didn't transfer because I wasn't free to. Fine, I wasn't angry at that point of time. Why? I really think that you're busy. But it happened more than once, if once, twice, I can still believe. Every single time I asked you to help me? Unbelievable. Okay, another excuse you always come up with, NO MONEY. How much I asked for? 3 million dollars? No, I only asked for $10-$30, and promised to return the next day and your bank got more than that... There isn't a time where I asked you to help, you would tell me, " I transferred already for you." You always tell me, "My bank no money", " I now not free", "Later lah", " I forget transfer"... All the way, in the end, who is the one who transferred in the end? ME. I did it my own, you forever tell me you would transferred, MIA-ed in the middle of the conversation. What's the meaning to that? I had not enough money for lunch, I also lent you money when you forgot to withdraw, didn't I?
Not to forget the fact that you always called me stingy when I refused to lend you my work. Did you think about why I didn't lend you? Purely stingy? You really think so, and let me tell you this.
If you aren't my friend, I would go ahead and lend you. Why? It's because I don't have to give a shit to your studies, you failed also not my problem. I don't want to lend you because I want you to learjn how to depend on yourself, this is what you're expected to do during the exams. But what did you do in returns? Calling me names, showing me attitude and so on. Do you think that I'm really not affected by it?
You always hang out with her more than me, and making me wait aside while you're waiting or talking with her. I'm not angry, of course I'm not. I'm irritated, you're the first person that dared to make me wait for you and even waited for hours at the mrt when I made you wait for minutes in the canteen. Fair? Think about it, whenever I'm early, you would take that as an excuse, but is that really an excuse?
All I think that you just have a lot of excuse to cover for whaever your act is, and let me tell you this, it's time you should change, else you will really have no friends. I don't show attitude to you, why? I don't want to put you in difficulty, I let you make your own choice. If you really think that they are more important to you, then go ahead.
Really, whenever I told you that you should not do this and that, you told me lots of excuses. I told you about your table manners, you says we are over-reacting, superstisious, and you're gonna do the smae when you're at home.
Think about it yourself, learn how to differentiate your friends. A friend that speak good of you all the time, isn't a friend, that's called a bootlicker. A friend that points out your mistakes bluntly is a friend who really wants you to change for better.
That's my advice for you, if you don't want to remain friends as me, fine by me, It's because you don't even cherished me or eve heed my advice in the first place, if I continue to do this on my own, I feel retarded and dumb. You shall see yourself if you still wants to continue to be my friend.
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