As you can see from my title, I had really been either very happy or upset due to friendships problems. I'm very happy that I am really getting very well with Candy and had been hanging out with Candy, Alicia, WH, and my brother. However, I hate it when there is relationships problems among cliques. This would make everyone unhappy.
I really hoped that their problems would be resolved and stop dragging Candy and I into their troubles. We had our own to bother with, understand and everything. Don't keep on scolding us as if we are the ones at fault. Don't pinpoint people if you don't understand the real story. What are we in your eyes? A dog, a target for you to rant at? Sorry, I'm not that nice yet and neither will I be in the future. I'm nice to you, but mind your attitude. You claimed that friends aren't important to you, if without your friends, where would you be right now?
You two had been ranting, arguing, breaking and patching and when is this going to be ended? Let me warn you, I had enough, I'm going out of this whole drama. You want to argue, just come ahead. I can be a really nice person to you, genuine to you and treat you like a true friend but don't trifle with me. I don't make promises lightly and do remember that don't act like 5-10 years old. You are not young any more, I won't repeat myself again. If you flare up at me once more, I don't give a fuck to where we would be at that moment, I will really throw my temper at you because it is my last straw, my bottom line and even my parents could not bypass it. You scold me with a reason, even my parents had to scold me with a reason. I did wrong, I accept. What now? I'm at fault just because she's vulnerable to you, she can't stand scoldings, afraid of her breaking up with you so I had to suffer all these. So sorry, I'm aren't someone that could let you scold for all you like because I had my own group of friends and I had people who cherished me much more better than you. I treated you like a normal friend because I think that you're alright, but your attitude and actions made me change my mind. Girl, to you as well. Mind your words, rumors killed. There had to be a reason behind whatever you're doing. You had a motive, and don't play with fire. I don't believe that you're really that type of person, but what I can see that you had not mature and think fire is nice to play with. You made your choice when I had told you seriously not to drag me into the matters, don't argue with him regarding us again because we don't want to be bothered by your relationship problems again and you didn't. You told him, argued. I'd warned you the consequences, I had did my part as a friend but you insisted on your stupidity, fine.
I meant what I said. If you did not even bother to listen to my warnings, then well, if you two had any arguments again, don't expect a single word from me again. I had enough. Stop complaining if you're a guy, what's this? Bring up the past matters and scold people about it. You like that? Don't force us to do what you did and says out the truth. We know the truth so you just stop harping onto the past and nag at us non-stop, scold us as if it's our fault. Sorry, it isn't ours. I leave a step for everyone to stop, if you want to make yourself an embarrassment in the public, go ahead :D
YOU DON'T HAVE THE BLOODY RIGHTS TO SCREAM AT ME, SHOUT AT ME AND SAY TILL AS IF I'M A BANE OF YOUR LIFE. GET YOUR FUCKING MIND ALRIGHT BEFORE TALKING TO ME, ELSE JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE AND LEAD YOUR OWN BLOODY LIFE BECAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF THESE SHITS. YOU WANNA PLAY WITH MY LIMITS, I WILL PLAY WITH YOU.
Okay, I had vent my anger already.
What's the happy part about?
(It will be a secret between me, Candy, and gw)
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