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Okay, this is just an add-on to what I had seen from Jane's blogpost regarding me.


How to say? I'm really happy that she made an effort to comment about me on a post. Why? We never cleared things up, because when I'm unhappy, I just kept quiet about it. Real quiet, dead silent. I wouldn't flare up, I would just be sad by myself, and texting with my friends because I don't like people to see my weak side and never liked to.

I know she had treated me as a friend, a real friend. I almost cried, I swear. I was so touched, because I finally know what she is thinking. I feel bad about neglecting her for the entire holidays, and I shall start hanging out with her. I don't know if I will be in the same class with her next year, and I really hope I would be. Why? She might be the closest friend I had ever met, and all the bickers might make us even closer. She might be the only one who I can wear my 10cm heels when I go out because I will be just as tall as her. Oh god, now what? I'm being happy here, because I rmb-ed all our happy memories. We had never bickered when we knew each other for the first year. Bickers might make us closer, know each other better. I only called my close ones with insults, because I just feel like it. I don't mind them calling me one as well because that makes me feel like we have no bottom line with each other, anything is fine.

I know I am super selfish at times, and is kinda judgmental, in fact, I judge people a lot. Yes, I do. I always think I'm the right one, well, that's Leo for you. She managed to tolerate. When I'm unhappy with the character of a certain people, I will keep quiet. I realised from our situation, that being quiet would just build up a volcano, so I had decided whenever I'm unhappy with her, I will just rant at her. 

Our relationship might be better after this because after that argument, I really was quite angry with her. I admit I am, no point denying. I had to stop being so into myself, and consider about others feelings. Okay, now shall include her in my plans for every week, not free also must accompany for a meal every single week because I am demanding like this. I LOVE YOU, DO YOU LOVE MEEEEEE? AUNTIE JANE. :D


Love everyone that had cared for me, really. I wanted to thank all of you who had stand by my side when I needed you, when I'm down and crying alone but wouldn't dare to let any of you know. Thank you, korkor. I know that we aren't close in real life, and hope you enjoyed your stay at Hong Kong. :D