Time to start my own rantings again. I like to type long posts and being very naggy because this is how I am. I found out unconsciously that someone had treated me like a lifebuoy? Am I being extra in your life? If I am, can you please tell me straight through any methods? I can disappear on my own, really. I don't think you even gave a damn to me before. It just so happened that I'm free and you're free. Isn't that all? I'm selfish, I like to own my friends as if they belongs to me. I acted in this way because I am demanding. Then again, do you have to do this? Just tell me straight in the face, is it that hard? At least, I know and I can make plans on my own, without having your participation. I hate it when people tried to hide things from me. You know you would never be able t make it but then you dragged and dragged. What's this? Sympathy? Sorry, I don't need it. I'm no longer a girl that is considerate to everyone's feelings because when I do, I neglected my own feelings. I am unhappy and yet I had to appear to be happy in front of everyone. I no longer break down when I feel down, but it just doesn't seems right. I wouldn't change myself for anyone, including my family members and my closest ones.
I just feel so disappointed when I know that my closest ones do not treat me as their closest ones. Maybe this is how it works in the real life. I had decided, I should just go and do whatever I like, lead my own life without caring about your feelings because you don't even cared about mine/ours. Goodbye, probably forever. I don't know when would I have the courage to start talking to you or maybe not courage but the time for me to actually forget this "incident" that I happened to chance upon.
Just a photo of myself that I took because I'm rotting away at home.
Also, not to make this post look too wordy and boring because there isn't any photos.
Goodbye, my readers. I don't have much readers but it's okay though. I love all of my readers. HAHAHHA.
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