I've changed.

Hello!

Well, this post is probably about the amount of changes I had made these past year from how I used to be till now.

In primary school, I used to be a bitch. I was a trusting bitch, i trusted everyone till I was in Primary 6 where I knew the meaning of betrayal. I betrayed some of my friends' trust to gain other friends. This made me a bitch. I knew I was wrong. I am also a very tomboy girl. I usually treated girls with more care and guys in a more rough way. I got into trouble with the police when I am around 11 going to 12. I hanged out with some people from my school and we built a bond between us but this bond was gone really fast. Oh, and I had boyfriends at primary school as well! I was amazed. Well, puppy love is what it is about.

In secondary 1, I was still getting used to my new school. I still hung out with my old clique from primary school, meeting them on Fridays usually. In my new school, I started off with an all girls clique because I had never been in an all girls clique before. After that, I hang out with guys, the entire clique are all guys except for me. I also started mixing with another clique from another class. I was close with them, you can says, somehow I became a delinquent. My studies went downhill (probably it had never went "uphill" before) and I got into trouble with DM together with some of the guys from my class as well. I had became worst. At the same time, I faced betrayal. I dont want to go into details of my experience with betrayal. I also faced two-timed experience for relationships. Hell lot I went through. Later on, I got caught by my dad for smoking. I was forced to quit, and so did I. Yeah, 13 years old and quit smoking. Afterwards, I've changed. My studies improved gradually, I was amazed. My teachers started to think that I can do it. I worked hard. The entire sec 2-4 life, I managed to stay out of troubles. My friends came and went off. Relationships, I was never in a stable one. None lasted more than probably 2 months. I've stopped falling in love, but I just desired for someone t care for me, love me and probably that's all I craved for.

This year, I've changed once again. Not sure for the better or for worse. Okay, that's all. Bye :)