Longed for this

Hello, bunniesxx!

When was the last time I actually did a serious post? It had been long, really long.

What had I been up to these days? I'm pretty sure that I had been wasting my time away pretty much on taking transports.

Well, school had been hard for me to catch up. I cant kick off my night-owl habit of not sleeping late. I tend to oversleep in the morning because I had been sleeping late. Well, I did tried to attend school at least three times a week. I did it without much effort. I went to school, paid a little of attention before zooming into lala-land. It sounds so much like me, sleep through the lessons. I did managed to buck up for few days, focusing on maths practices. After that, we attended a motivational talk by Ernest - Superteen workshop. Skills were taught but I guess my memory skills are alright to cope with huge amount of notes. After these few days of talk, my motivational mode went back to 0 instead of improving, probably because I didnt studied for quite a bit so I cant get motivated again. After that, it had been between school and school. It is boring. Oh, still had to help out with dad's work which is kind of leading me into stressed mode.

Probably I had not mentioned before, I had a boyfriend and it had been going well for 2 months plus. I am pretty much attached to him, and literally had to see him every day. I can stand a day, but not for two or three days because I am clingy. It was a funny relationship, and I doubt any of my friends would had expected this.
A guardian angel that got send to me by God to protect me, care for me and give me a lending shoulders when I need help. He isn't the kind of ideal boyfriend that anyone would had wanted. It didnt matter to me much, because I knew that if he could understand me, it would be enough. I guess it is true that a guy before and after being together are different. 结婚前和结婚后的男人都不一样。 It means a guy before and after marriage arent the same. In my opinion, I think cause they felt you already belonged to them, it doesnt matter if they let you know everything about them, their bad habits, etc. I still enjoyed the way he treats me, it might not be the best but it is definitely not the worst.
The methods of love are shown differently, so it doesnt matter how, it just matters on the amount of efforts and the sincerity.
I wasnt a very sophiscated girl. In everyone's eyes, I am more of a classic tomboy who kept long hair. I wasnt very lady-like, the only positive thing about me is probably my looks that prove that I am a woman after all. For my boyfriend, he is special because he didnt mind the way I interacted with my best friends who is a guy, he just let me be myself and never constrains me. I always bullied him because I am the bully and he is the victim all the time because he bullied me verbally, I did it physically. It is truly amazing that a proper relationships can set so many things differently.

Probably, that's all. I had to head off to bed, more updates as soon as I had the time? I had been busy with school and social life. Bye, bunniesxx, sweet dreams to my bunniesxx readers!