Friday, November 15, 2013

FINALLY

This post was supposed to be up a long time ago, probably during 11 October after I had ended my last paper of O levels but it wasnt up because I was uploading through the phone and one phone call, the whole post was gone.

Yes I am here again, uploading through my phone but shall edit it when Im using the comp since I wanted to edit my blog properly anyway.

Hello, all bunniesxx that had been reading my wordy and long blogpost. This time round, it is also a really long post.

11October2013:
It finally marked the end of my secondary school life, the long journey that I had been walking from being alone to being with a group of friends had finally come to the end. It is the proof of the five years effort and finally, a major exams to end everything off. It was a mixed of feelings after I had ended. I was glad that I no longer had to study subjects that I dont like, for example, maths. However, at the same time, my friends and my classmates are all going to continue different path of ours. We had to continue our journey, being new journey again. The school made us all bond together but also made us part with each other. We no longer could had sit together in a class, shouting out in the middle of the lesson with stupid comments and had a laugh. No more sitting together in a class like how we used to be. I dont like this feeling of leaving the school, it make me feel that I had to go into a new world and know everyone again.

Recap of my secondary school journey:
I stepped into a school without a single friend from my primary school, I stepped into the school without knowing this school had existed even before I had stepped in. It was a mixture of feeling. I still remember my first friend that I had made, Shawn. He was unique, (well, often he was being commented as gay due to the way he walks but THAT WAS IN THE PAST), he kicked my chair to ask me for answer and he was also the very first person that told me that his first impression of me was actually a good girl. Well, it wasnt usual that I had those type of comments though. The next person I talked to was Keyuan, cause he was sitting beside Shawn. He was notorious for his sarcastic remarks and a good gamer for sure. I am pretty sure I had made quite a lot of good friends from this school even though they were mostly guys. I had the sense of feeling happy that I had blended in with the guys. Probably this is because I had always been able to get along with guys more than girls and hence at some point of time, I was often being judged as slutty(?) I act like a guy (tomboy) but dressed scantily and hence the remarks? I went from this clique to another but stick in a clique that is mostly guys, (okay, not mostly cause Im the only girl in the clique) but I felt happy in there. I tried hanging out with the girls but not for long cause it doesnt feel like how I am supposed to be. I dont like shopping in the past but now shopping is my habit already. :) But soon, in sec 3, I made a girl friend, Jane. She was the only girl that I could properly gets along with, we gossiped together, shopped together and we eat together. Just that we didnt sleep together or did we? Hmmm.., dont quite remember. Okay, an inside joke: I had friends suspecting that Im a lesbian cause I acted like manly to girls and to them, it is how a lesbian always be. This always made me laugh, so being more manly than normal girls are lesbian?? It makes no sense to me at all. Back to the topic, I probably enjoyed the days I had in sec 3 and sec 4, not that I dont enjoy my life in sec 5 but those moments held the most important memory I could ever have.

12 October 2013:
I went out with Jane to had my interview done at Wingtai and met up with Chi Han afterwards to get her prom things. We went shopping at Bugis and it was enjoyable. Chi Han completely looked like a Korean and she wore the prom dress that she bought, it makes me feel like she came out from a fairytale. We shopped for her dress, and shoes but of course, she is still missing a bag that she could use during the prom and also getting make up stuffs.  Keyuan was with us and he also got his prom night stuffs ready. He was complaining to me that he got all his things in a shop but we girls had to travel practically the entire Bugis to get what we want. Well, that is why we are called girls but not guys. We had our dinner at Bugis Junction. I ate yakisoba from Food Junction which doesnt taste pleasant to me at all. I only wanted to eat yakisoba cause of the crayon shin-chan movie I watched the day before. It is all a lie, yakisoba doesnt sounds as nice as they made the show. Okay, probably I was gulliable enough to trust a cartoon. After that Chi Han went home with her mom while we continued to walk around Bugis for a while before heading home.

13 October 2013:
Well, well, well, I went to Bugis street again but this time, I went with Adrian and his girlfriend. We were looking around for Adrian's prom night stuffs. Inside joke: We went into this shop to get Adrian's blazer. The auntie was asking him whether he has a girlfriend, and Adrian pointed to the girlfriend. I believed the auntie had a shock of her life, she practically leapt a step behind and asked, where did you get such a pretty girlfriend??!  Her expression was funny, and I wished that I could had capture that moment. Afterwards, we went over to Centrepoint and I took this chance to visit my old colleagues at work and I only managed to see one of them sadly. In the end, it was me serving Adrian instead of my old colleague since I was so used to serving customers and unwrapping the packaging of the clothes. After that, we headed off to JEM because I had things to do at there and we went our seperate ways after that.

I shall skip 14 October 2013 because I was in a pretty foul mood that entire day but I dyed my hair to copper red on that day at a salon near Redhill mrt, the service was pretty good and the results came out just like how I wanted it to be. I cant quite remember the salon name so I would do an edit some other days on the name of the salon. The auntie was chatty with you and you wouldnt feel bored.

The next few days, my schedule was pretty tight cause I had too many things to settle and I am lagging behind the time. I still had to get my make up stuffs.

Okay, this is a super long post but that is all, goodnight all bunniesxx. Time check: 0218. Sleep early too! Love'ya

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